Life is short, I need to make the most of it.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
All I do is sit on my fat ass.
If my ass wasn't fat i'd be happier.
I wouldn't have to wear these shirts with the tails out all the time.
Like that's fooling anyone...Fat ass.
I should start jogging again.
Five miles a day.
Really do it this time.
Maybe rock climbing?
What do I need to do?
I need to fall in love.
I need to fall in love.
I need to have a girlfriend.
I need to read more, improve myself.
Just be real. Confident.
Isn't that what women are attracted to?
Men don't have to be attractive.
But that's not true, especially these days.
Almost as much pressure on men as there is on women these days.
Why should I be made to feel I have to apologize for my existence?
But i'll still be ugly though...
Nothing's gonna change that...
Shut up!
Adapt.
Maybe it's my brain chemistry?
Maybe that's what's wrong with me : bad chemistry.
All my problems and anxiety can be reduced to a chemical imbalance or some kind of misfiring synapses.
I need to get help for that.
But i'll still be ugly though...
Nothing's gonna change that...